Legs suspended obove my head, frantically pumping away the realization that i was going to cum all over my face and in my mouth did not even register against the anticipation of finally being able to cum and release the tension in my balls.

I exploded over my face, but managed to catch most of the cum in my mouth. Usually at this point i would bottle swallowing my load, especially as the one time i had done before i threw up. But be it the relief of release, devotingly following my Mistress or a wish to taste and swallow a man's cum it went down in one gulp and the taste ws lovely. Running my tongue over my teeth and lips to ensure i could capture as much as possible as i knew i had to leave the drops i missed on my face to dry and smell.

The lightness in your cock and balls was thrilling and i waited an hour and hope didn't overstep my instructions and i did it all again.

Bondage

Bondage plays an exhilerating and scary part of my submission. Being claustrophobic and affraid of not being able to move the fear and panic it raises along with the thrill of being at the mercy of someone else is a strange combination of sensations that really gets the heart racing and me aroused.

The first time i was bound was during university. I had arranged to meet a Mistress and being a nervous wreck i had to have a drink first, which was a big mistake and very disrespectful. She ordered me to strip and then placed a full head mask on me and ordered me to place my hands out infront. I felt the leather restrainst being place around my wrists, which didn't seem to bad, but then i felt them being raised until i could only barely touch the ground on tip toes. Swinging there she asked if i did anything that would be a problem if i had marks on my body.

I guess in retrospect saying no might have been the wrong answer as i have never taken a beating like that in my life. She was very pleased with her work and the redness of my arse and i had a couple of the most awkward days being unable to sit or walk without the extreme pain reminding me never to disobey a Mistress's rules.

Webcam session

Yesterday i had the pleasure of my first web cam session with Mistress Akasha. To say i was nervous before is an understatement. When i received an email stating she would be IMing me soon i felt my heart pounding like crazy. And then forogt to turn on my web cam, not an auspacious start. Then not having any slutty clothes except for my panyhose, i felt a little underdresed but was over the moon that they have helped improve the look of my legs so much to receive an approving message from Akasha.

When she said my cucumber was so big i thought i had taken on more than i could swallow, but i soon had a large potion of it in my throat, with my mouth fully stretch due to the lagre girth the feeling was exquisit. I was torn between stopping thrusting it in and out and typing my answers back to Akasha.

Then as requested i got down on all fours and fucked my arse with two fingers, which initially had to be the most degrading thing i had ever done and infront of someone also. Once finished i noticed i was leaking precum, which betrayed my pleasure in having my arse violated. Mistress seemed pleased with this result and instructed me to immediately to lick it all up, which again was not an unpleasant experience.

With the session coming to an end she dropped a bomb shell that in time she would have me with legs over my head spraying cum all over my face. Already so early in the training being deperate to cum, will that over cum the thoughts of being covered in my own juices.

Once i initialy commited myself to Akasha's training, i was unsure if this was for me, but now i take being called a slut as a compliment, as eventhough i might not yet be a good or experienced one it is what i want. I am so happy to have found someone who can make me a better person and in return provide Akasha with some amusement and pleasure.

Today i spent the whole day thinking about my session and how stupid i was to worry about it and was not suprised to find my pants quickly wet with pre-cum.

Thank-you Mistress Akasha for making me feel so great.

Lesson Three The Cock Stops Here!

Cock sucking practice

Having no dildo to practice on, I selected a cucumber and instantly became worried about the size and how I was going to be able to take even more than a little into my mouth. Rolling the condom down I pondered how much pleasure something so big might give a woman compared to my own poor offering.

Squirting the cream over the cucumber and rubbing it all over gave me a strange sensation and a stirring in my pants, but the confinement of the chastity belt reminded me that this might be the only type of pleasure relating to a cock I might get.

As I went down on it the taste of cream was goergeous until the spermicide / lube kicked in an made me slightly gag. Knowing my inexperience I closed my eyes and forced myself onwards taking the cucumber deeper and deeper trying to attune my mind to accept a cock and having cum squirt straight down my throat.

Finding the experience enjoyable I started the process again, in hope practice would improve my skills enough that I might be given the opportunity to progress to worshiping and servicing you. This time I switched on my web cam so I could watch myself as I thrust it in and out deeper and deeper.

Using His Mouth

I have learnt that you should be sure you know what you might get into if you commit yourself to being willing to please as you never know what kinks the person will have. Also this story emphasising the importance of the current task in being able to take a large object in my mouth to improve the chances of being able to smell or ultimately taste you.

Web Cam

Judging by the experiences so far our times might not cross

The Third Way

What really scares me about this story is that i wish this would happen to me and if summoned i would jump at the chance of being used in this way

Nails & Pantyhose

I love the way the pantyhose cling tight to the body like a corset, the feeling of being confined is a thrill. The flatter crotch profile make me like the way it looks, but most of all the cool feeling when moving and the trousers slip over the tights is exquisite.

Bright red nail polish makes me feel real feminine, it is jsut a shame my nails are too short to carry it off and gives me a real incntive to grow them longer.

The shopping trip was embarresing. The first shop had only male attendants, so i left that one and in the second, pantyhose and nail polish in hand i couldn't find the remover and being surrounded by women decided to buy and leave, then had to find another hop for the remover.

Photos to come, error on upload page atm

Tristan

At first Tristan appears reluctant to learn his true place. Maybe it was just his intention to gain some pleasure from the experience, but he would soon have realized his mistake.

Tristan then learns the frustration of not being in control and understands his pleasure is not within his own control and his roll is purely for the pleasure of Akasha. He learns that choices are no longer his to make and that he has no choice but to relieve control of himself.

Finally Tristan has learnt that in his submission he has some semblance of control, control of his superior’s pleasure and in that a need need relationship for both Akasha and himself.

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I have not touched myself since giving up ownership

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Comprehension

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