Bondage

Bondage plays an exhilerating and scary part of my submission. Being claustrophobic and affraid of not being able to move the fear and panic it raises along with the thrill of being at the mercy of someone else is a strange combination of sensations that really gets the heart racing and me aroused.

The first time i was bound was during university. I had arranged to meet a Mistress and being a nervous wreck i had to have a drink first, which was a big mistake and very disrespectful. She ordered me to strip and then placed a full head mask on me and ordered me to place my hands out infront. I felt the leather restrainst being place around my wrists, which didn't seem to bad, but then i felt them being raised until i could only barely touch the ground on tip toes. Swinging there she asked if i did anything that would be a problem if i had marks on my body.

I guess in retrospect saying no might have been the wrong answer as i have never taken a beating like that in my life. She was very pleased with her work and the redness of my arse and i had a couple of the most awkward days being unable to sit or walk without the extreme pain reminding me never to disobey a Mistress's rules.